Dazed and Confused...

Badtrip! nabbwisit nako mag panggap.. yeah ako yung taong ayaw mapunta sa situation na pang maala ala mo kaya.. eewness kse.. pero tsong, tao ako kahit mukang tae. F*ck talaga! ka bwisit! ayoiko nang mag explain pa or watever, pro alam niyo na siguro kung ano ang madalas ika problema at ika bwisit ng isang gurl sa buhay.. (lablyf / family/ pera).. you'll know which one is my kanal right now.

2nd poem written last 11-29-07 @Dunkindonuts g8way cubao..

Do I have to cry w/ joy or w/ dansess?
I made a decission though for 3 days.
Was I just blew by the angst,
Or did I finally opened this 3rd f*ckin brain?

This heart and mind was arguing,
Searching for what sould be and what should not be.
It once asked the novice and the expert
Two different answer were provided.

It just bounced for both were swiped-in
Confusion did exploded,green grass turned yellow
Still asking for the reasons
What from both flavors should I taste.

Here it is now, set somethig in between
I could run or freeze on the field
Embrace the situation my mind has taken
I'll just write and sing for this is the best cure I know.

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Wag po Kuya!! Wag po!

Pag-galing ka sa work, or sa skul, malamang super stressed out kana.. yung tipong super antok na sobrang minsan nababadtrip kana sa dami ng ginawa mo sa work or skul. Niintindihan ko yun, kse madalas akong makatulog sa work. So ang tendency is pag dating sa Fx or sa biyahe, makakaslip ka...kukunin mo ang nakaw na sandaling yun na walang iniisip kundi ang pagkasabik mo sa kama pag dating sa bahay niyo.. lalo na mga colcnter agents or mga night shift na students...

***makakatulog ka ng mahimbing na mahimbing... mahimbing na mahimbing.. at mas mahinbing pa.. na maaari mong ikalagpas sa bahay.. eto, tignan mo si kuya... heheh

ahahhah! kaloka! True mga ateng! nung sunday yan! hahaha! sa harap ng fx.. una naka sumbrero sha tapos nababagsak bagsak ang ulo sa balikat ko.. e naramdaman ko.. so ginanun ko balikat ko.. ang nakakatawang part, inalis niya ung sumbrero, para mas comfortable shang makakahimlay sa balikat ko.. hahah.. Tawa ng tawa ung manong driver kse pinipikturan ko sha habang naka dantay sa balikat ko..hahah ^_^ kwela!

O well.. intindihin nlng xa..muka naman mabango at may itsura naman eh.. pro pag mukang manyak dna uy! heler!! oki na yan.. bata at muka naman sweet.. heheh..

Anu sa tingin niyo? Tsansing ba ito or sadyang hindi lang napigilan ang pag ka antok? hahah nyt kuya!

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Let me be EMO at this time..

I've promised not to be one, but tsongs, I have to release this fuck*n Ass awt! My dear friends, I need your comments here.. This is what I'm feeling right now. I need a feedback.. feed me something positive please...

This 1st poem was written @ my room last 11-27-07 (7:14 p.m.)

Perfect I thought it would be

The music flows right, might be too loud,

Full of distortion and treble

Boosting to combine the tune.

Love and Death embraced

Yeah it's fck*n weird

Just like my mind hot under the collar

Trying to emend this muddle-headed.

Sometimes it purls right on my ear
Which made the chimes seemed so tuned

Yet it's uncertain when you ding it

Coz it's part of the obscurity.

Limpidity is what I'm searching

Just wanna strain out this music

Please don't bungle it too much

Coz. I'll die for it even without your f*ckin ass.

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